Tomorrow is gonna be the start of school.

I don’t know why I am so afraid of going back to school now. Many of you may say school’s gonna be fun due to the girls, the orientation, the events and what not. For your information, these don’t matter to me, at all.

So WHAT exactly do I fear?

After much consideration, I guess it all boils down to

1. Academics
The thought of not doing well for most of my test is, horrible. I daresay I’ve doing average in High School, with some failures notwithstanding. However, I fear that once I get into Junior College, I won’t be able to catch up, do well or whatever. Not getting OSA in High School was already heartbreak to me. I really wanna do well in JC & get 4As for A levels. The school isn’t making things better for me by setting up a test on the first day of school. WTH?

2. Volleyball
There is too much of byzantine dynamics in this cca. Everything is erratic. No more Jiao Lian, no proper Team, no proper positions. With an outstanding membership of at least 18, as of now, the team is too FREAKING BIG - too big to bond, too big to be close, too big to cultivate teamwork. Players aside, the trainings are too…frequent (?). 2, 4, 5, (6?), 4pm to 9/10pm. Before I even reach home I’m already dead & exhausted. So how do I salvage the previous worry?! Also, with an ankle & wrist injury, how do I train?! Not going to training, people blacklist me. Going to training, I aggravate my injury, I don’t play well, I get blacklisted as well. WHAT’S LIFE?! Whatever the case, this is the first time I really dread volleyball, SO MUCH. Sigh.

3. MMA
Signing up in December at Evolve, is one of my biggest regrets, that I didn’t sign up earlier. Training sessions there are damn fun & engaging, providing me with a great workout coupled with the opportunity to expand my social network. I’ve been going there almost daily, whenever I’m free to go. However, with the much dreaded reopening of school, chances to go there for training is less & minimal. I want to perfect my techniques, learn more tricks, level up. DAMN.

HATE SCHOOL, nuff said.

Now let all the anguish & grief be gone. Let us talk about happy things! :)

1. Davidoff Champion $98
2. Ralph Lauren The Big Pony Collection No. 2 $89
3. Sean John I Am King $120
4. MMA Pants
5. 2(x)ist Underwear
6. Loafers
7. Onitsuka Tigers $89.90
8. Converse Sneakers
9. Levis Shoes $49.90
10. Everlast Shoes $59.90
11. Uniqlo Pullover $29.90
12. Everlast EV-101 CH Chronograph $319
13. Citizen Promaster Bj2110-01E $1000
14. Diesel DZ4177 $420
15. Nivea For Men Whitening Acne Old-Control Cleanser & Scrub $9.90
16. The Face Shop Neo Classic Homme Ener-Surge Toner $29.90
17. Origins Zero Old Deep Pore Cleaners $36
18. Garnier Men Aquafuel Energising Detoxifying Gel Wash $8.90
19. Redken for Men Clean Spice 2-in-1 Conditioning Shampoo $38
20. Molton Brown Anti-Dandruff Jackberry Hairwash $51
21. Redken for Men Mint Rush Hair & Body Wash $28
22. “Earth-inspired” Energising Hairs and Body Wash with Eucalytus and Lime Basil Oil $9.90
23. “Sea-inspired” Rehydrating Sports Wash with Norwegian Sea kelp and Rock Salt $9.90
24. Aldo Reflective Sunglasses $35
25. Harman Kardon Soundsticks II $289
That’s my wishlist for New Year HAHAHAHAHA.

Save up save up save up. It all adds up to around 3k okkkkkkkk.
Yay Max lets go save up :D

*Happy School for all the Hc & Nygh & DSA’s. Sigh.*
I want my holidays back!!!!!!


Human felicity is produc'd not so much by great pieces of good fortune that seldom happen, as by little advantages that occur every day. ~ Benjamin Franklin (born 17 January 1706)

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